Hating All The Colours - A Poem [DRAFT]

Nuclear explosion

Caught right inside my veins,

Sending surges of rage

To the heart of my brain.

A shadow with a soul,

Born in anger and pain,

Stirred by all the colours -

They're driving me insane.

I hate all the beauty

That surrounds me everyday.

All perfection and joy,

As I, here, waste away.

All that I can do

Is wait until I blow.

Until the bomb inside my heart

Wipes out all that I know.

I never wanted to

Be perfect, like all of you.

Never wanted beauty,

To be a clone, through and through.

The blue inside my eyes,

Betrays my bleak, dark heart.

Too deep inside the shadows

For me to make a fresh start.